I AM STESSEN!

SO LONG!

2009-12-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

WOW!!!

Its been so long since I update...
Look at the webs and dust in my blog...

Anyway this is gonna be a long post.
Here goes...

Well... This was way months back during Teachers' day. I went back to SGS to visit my cool teachers... and met up with my schoolmates... Everyone change abit... After that, me and some of my schoolmates went out for movie and had dinner. Since it was so long... I finally get to meet Stephanie. Hahas... Seems like I grew taller...! MUAHAHAHA! She still disturbs me as always... but... hahas... I was not use to it when she was not there to disturb me. I felt really happy seeing her again... budds for life anyway...

Jumping to the next few months...

FIRST SEM OF POLY IS OVER!!!
Just when I thought I could take a break...
CDS IS HERE TO ROT MY HOLIDAY!
I took an extra subject(CDS) during the holiday.
Due to the subject which consist of a trip to Hainan.
I had to prepare like mad... And also go for lessons.
The trip gave me good experience though, but I didn't really enjoy it.
After that my classmates and I came back to Singapore to create a presentation... OH HORRIBLE LIFE! We didn't do well on our first try... Thus, we had to do the presentation again on another day.
HOWEVER, I manage to go to my sec2 2009 chalet! YAYS! Finally relax for awhile...

Jumping to sem2...

Semester 2 starts! BOOMZZZ! Here comes all the projects and assignments...
At week 7 of sem2, I had assignments to be hand up and comes the national development team selection...! Omg... So tired... However, I still manage to pull through, despite the lousy holiday. But... I didn't get selected. I hope my lecturers understand why I was late for assignments and not coming for lessons.

I was also put in the backstage crew for TPrawks. WOW!!! I must say that the job is so annoying. However... I still pull through it... YAYS! Jasmine was participating in TPrawks too... Hahas... Someone was dancing during Jam and Hop! HAHAHAS! Wonder who...?

THANK GOD! Finally... after this weeks' Cmaths paper on Tuesday. Before the exam day... I met up with Jasmine again... We kinda joked here and there... She seems to be doing alright, but some stuff... I just can't help much. And then I HAD MY FIRST BEST BREAK EVER! As my brother broke his arm on Wednesday, the next day I became his substitute for his Church Camp games. Church Camp was... kinda boring during the messages... But... meeting new people was kinda nice... Hahas! Everyone was talking about me and my brother... because we were completely differenet and I was so much taller... and fat? LOLZ!

Yea... Thats about all for now...

I kinda miss some people though...
LOVE YA BUDDS as always...!

REVIVED!

2009-06-17T22:59:00.010+08:00

BOOOOOO!

THE BLOOOOG! IS REVIVED!

HI BUDDS!!!~

HAHAS! I haven't been blogging lately...

WOW... its been like 3 months?

Well... lets start updating your brains!

FRIENDSHIP

I was so happy about my friendship.

YAY! I have two new buddies... SIXU AND IVY! BOTH ARE FRIENDLY AND UNDERSTANDING...

Ivy thank me for being her friend out of the sudden...
Felt so appreciated... FELT LIKE CRYING

I baked... a cake for Cheerene for her birthday!
And did something silly too...
Went to her mummy's shop to ask permission to give it to her at night...
I was so silly... But I hope She knows how much effort I put in to make her happy...

MY BEST BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY GIFT!

The best birthday gift allows someone to feel love and appreciation...

A simple HUG from... Cheerene
Totally... warm my heart...
LOVE YA LOTS BUDDY!
A MILLION THANKS!

LONG LOST!

I am glad that I got a chance to catch up with Stephanie.
Its been like few months since we ever talk...
Surprisingly... she said she send me a msg on my birthday which I didn't recieve... And the messages that I send her was not recieve too... See its clear... Unfated to talk. But well... She said she bought me a present this year too... ITS LIKE WOW? Well... we chated about the gifts that we gave to each other in the past, surprisngly she kept it well... Really... Miss her... after all... we were once close buddies... TAKE CARE BUDD!

Before... school started on april 20!

I've been having camps.

WHAT CAMPS???(you must be wondering)

Camps like... Freshmen Orientaition Camp(FOC)

AND! MY SCHOOL CAMP!

FOC

FOC SERIOUSLY ROCKS!...

I met a lot of new friends and seniors...

HAD A GREAT TIME!!!

Well... school camp was... Not Bad too...

Not as hyper as FOC though...

But OVERALL!

DOUBLE O

J.O.B

GOOD JOB

Well... As school STARTS!

I AM OFFICIALY TP STUDENT!!!

WOOOHOOOOO!

I was nominated as Class Rep AKA CHAIRMAN!!!
My class was quite bonded...

ALL AGREE THAT I SHOULD BE CLASS REP RIGHT!

YOU EVIL FRIENDS!

Soon... CCA booths were set up in the middle of TP!

I walked around scouting for TP BOWLING BOOTH!

=.= Wow... the booth is so dam small...
AS AN ENTHUSIASTIC BOWLER!

I QUICKLY SCRIBBLED MY NAME ON THE LIST GIVEN.

NOW JUST AS I WALK PASS THIS INTERESTING BOOTH!

TP AMBASSADORS! WHAT A BIG NAME!

Sound similar to my Secondary School's STUDENT COUNCIL.

So I decided to join...

LESSONS!

I have a cool time table for my lessons...

It was kinda flexible!

Lessons were fun...

=X Some were not though... (I SAID SOME!)

After a few weeks of waiting...

Finally! BOWLING TRAIL CAME!

I've train so hard during my holidays

Its time to show some improvements in my game!

And not to fail uncle Mike and uncle Ken for their effort!

GUESS WAD!

I WAS ABLE TO ENTER THE TEAM! WOOHOOO!

TEST CAME!

I felt so sad for my web designing test...
Completely blackout on the last two questions...

But the other two subjects were alright though!!!

AND NOW! HOLIDAYS CAME!!!

TP BOWLING TRAINING!

GATHERINGS!

WORK!

I sure was lucky during my bowling selection roll off!

An average of 190+!

I am so lucky!

First game 156!

I thought I would do badly...

The last 2 games 215 and 218!

=.= and improvement partly because I want to beat Perry(my senior)'s score...

MEETING THE "OLD" FRIENDS!

I went for my PRIMARY SCHOOL's GATHERING YESTERDAY!
IT WAS SO FUN!

Haven't seen some of them for sometime...

We rebonded so easily...

Jell... together like Jelly!

MY
BANG BANG BANG GAME!

SURE CREATES LOTS OF LAUGHTER!

NOW THATS ALL FOR TODAY!

GOING TO SLEEP NOW!

I LOVE MY BUDDIES!

FUN DAY!

2009-02-20T12:45:00.003+08:00

Hahahas... I've been swimming non-stop this days.

Today... after swimming... I went to Cheerene's house to play Wii!

Hahas... I got there "early" (despite the time 12.00), she was still in her PJs and getting ready for a bath. HAHAHA! Sleepy Zhu Zhu.

She comes down with this short short skirt attach with a pants under it, I shall talk about this later. Its not the main point of this post.

Well... We played this rabbit game on Wii. OMG! Its so tiring!!! Hahas! We really had a great laugh.

Later on... Denise called. And she asked if we would like to play LAN games with her and Wenni.
So we... got ready and head out to take a bus to AMK.
As we were waiting... The wind was so strong that it cause her skirt to go... LOL! Lucky there was a pants attached to it. But it looks so obscene. I decided to block the wind for her. HAHAS!

We meet up outside MOS burger with Denise and Wenni, and went to play.
Hahas... we played this Zombie game. Cheerene didn't play... as it was scary...

After that me and Cheerene went off earlier.
She needed to head home earlier, while i had to meet my parents for dinner at Vivocity.

Back home... I really thought... It was worth it... to spend time with her.
SO DAM HAPPY TODAY! Hahas!
BUDDIES FOREVER!

Valentines DAY!

2009-02-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

Wahahah! I baked some cakes for my friends.

I spend the whole night practicing.

Well... I hope that the one who recieve this big cake

will be super happy!

Wahaha... I never really celebrated with a Valentine before.

But I still hope to show my love and concern to all my love ones.

Having to see their happy face give me a sense of blissfulness.

I really hope everyone else had a great time on this day.

I love you guys! My buddies of course.

Umm... well... There is one buddy which was probably by my side for the most number of times. She is... CHEERENE! Hahas! I feel happy when I spend time with her. I didn't really care if she was attached or not. At the same time... she would still spend time with her friends without fail. I guess we would be really best friends for life. Love ya Cheerene!

BULLY!

2009-01-31T23:44:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I had a walk with Cheerene...
It was kinda long since we done that...
Too busy with studies and stuff...

I talked about some "stuff". And she use it to make fun of me.

But I made fun of her too... AHMM!!! "HOT AND SEXY?" Hahahas!!!!
(Sorry Cheere, i can't control!)

She ask me to bring her to a house(it's a her).
And she start shouting my name...
OMG!!!
I hope no one heard her...

LOL! BULLY ME! I emo one corner.

YNEZ!!! MY LOVELY FRIEND!

2009-01-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

HAHA!

I miss Ynez alot!
Just talk to her...
YAY! She is joining choir in her school!
I hope I can help SGS to arrange an exchange programme with them!
I WILL BE ABLE TO MEET YNEZ AGAIN!!!

I miss our oversea trip lor!!!
We havoc around bwhahaha!
So fun!!!

Chinese NEW YEAR!

2009-01-24T16:13:00.003+08:00

WAHAHA I went back to SGS to give support to my choir!

They put up and interesting performance...

It was kinda cool you know!

Anyway....

After the performance...

I had lunch with Huimin!!! MY JIE JIE!!! X senior choir member...
MISS HER LOTS LOR!!!

I also ask Jasmine along...

Hahas... later on... I walk Jasmine home.
I was really glad that she was back in choir again.
We had a long conversation......
Glad that she woke up.
Well... I wonder if I did my best protecting her.
Its just so hard to give 100% of care to someone I love.
LOVE YOU SISTER!

XCELL!!!!

2009-01-21T23:11:00.005+08:00

WOHOOO!!!

After some coaching from Coach Ken.
I am getting better...!
THANKS LOTS!!!

Finish up with 210 yesterday.
And end with 214 today.

SO DAM HAPPY!

Average was almost 165-170+

WEEEEEEEE!

SIXU's EXPEDITION TO THIS FASHION!

2009-01-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA..... Went out with Sixu to eat dinner.

After that I brought her to shopping.

On our way... Pai Sei! We met Xiao Yuan...

We acted as if we didn't meet earlier.

=.= I think he saw through us.

We went into THIS FASHION.

Wahaha!!! I force her to try dress and skirts...

I mean... why not? Always wear jeans meh?

Not very ugly also mah... already not bad le...

Wahaha... SIXU is someone that is fun to go out with.

At least she is as lame as me? (opps lost a leg)

SEC 1 ORIENTATION 09!

2009-01-09T15:15:00.005+08:00

WOOHOO!!!!

Orientation this year was the best!

I manage to blend in with one of the class!

1E3 ROCKS!!! BURN BURN BURN!

I had so much fun with them...!!!

On the 2nd day or the orientation...
There was CCA orientation activity for the juniors.
I help to perform in choir.
Glad that we impressed some of them.

I am glad my leadership skills improved.

I made friends with other juniors!

At the end of camp... They said thank you to us!
Felt so warm inside... wanted to cry. HAHAS!

Well... I CAN'T LIE ABOUT THIS!
But I think Issac, Chloe and Ploy are the most cutest sec1 Junior I HAD!

A time to make changes...

2009-01-04T00:22:00.001+08:00

It has still been so boring for the last few weeks...

Disappointing issues has appeared and it gets worse every second.
Shall not mention them...

Just yesterday, when i met my friend.
She told me a about a couple, which she saw the day before.
I was kinda disturbed by it.
YEA! They hold hands already. Interesting!

Oh well... Maybe I was jealous that I did not have anyone to hold on to.

Anyway... FOR MY BOWLING! I did improve... back to my original average.

The day before...
I took a half day leave...
I went back to SGS to visit my choir and grab my final art piece.
Really glad that I could see them again.
Mr Goh was back in action! YAY!
CHOIR MIGHT BE SAFE JUST IN TIME!

At the end of 2008...
I finally realise that alot of friends have change...
I guess its time for me to meet new friends.
But I really miss some friends who was there for me...
We might meet sometime this year.
Next year we might meet for a day or two.
I wonder what happens when we reach the working stage of our lives.

I just think I should go meet more people...
Don't ya think so?

Thats the end of this week.
ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

WOOHOO!!!!

2008-12-17T22:36:00.004+08:00

ROCKS! I recieve a letter, indicating that I am getting an Eagles award!

I thought I would have just been nominated thats all...

BUT!!! WOW!!!

My mummy was like... "Maybe they sent to the wrong person"

HAHAS!

But all thanks to Mdm Ng and maybe other teachers as well.

2008-12-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

OH WELL! AS THE FESTIVE SEASON IS ARRIVING!

I AM SURE EVERYONE IS SHOPPING!

I can't get a nice pair of shoes for sports and casual outings!

MY TASTE IS TOO EXPENSIVE! ROAR!!!

Everything that I like was over budget... But if I am able to save up... I just might be able to get a new pair thats worth the money.

I've been working on a christmas present. Well... I wonder if anyone is giving me.

I have some wishes for Santa!

SANTA!

Can you let me feel boy boy again? (I miss him so much)

Can you grant me a pair of cool shoes?

Can you let her know that I've been waiting?

Can you help me spread my love to all the people that I love?

GOOD NIGHT SANTA!

I WISH YOU SAW WHAT I WROTE.

I LOVE MY LOVE ONES...
GOOD NIGHT SWEETYS!

Waiting...

2008-12-09T01:06:00.003+08:00

SHUCKS! I am still designing my new blogskin.

At the same time the pictures used in this new blogskin,

will be also use for a present and might be also for SGSS badges.

I REALLY CAN'T wait to finish it.

And also to present my gift to my friend.

HERE COMES CHRISTMAS!

INCONSISTENT?

2008-12-09T00:56:00.004+08:00

ROAR!!!!! I AM STILL SO DAM INCONSISTENT!

Out of the six games that I've bowled...

1st game... 132 (Super lousy!!!)

2ng game... 179 (Getting a little better)

3rd game... 179 (fated -.-)

4th game... 148 (SHUKS! WHAT HAPPEN TO ME!)

5th game... 128 (I LOST MY CONFIDENCE!)

6th game... 176 (My final game... satisfactory.)

OVERALL..... 1/2 satisfactory

STILL SO LOUSY!!!

BORING? But SWEET!

2008-11-25T00:17:00.006+08:00

OH MAN!

Its like getting dam boring!

MY JOB IS SO BORING!

Oh well.... sit and get paid for $5 per hour.

Its almost like that...

Holiday really is crappy after all...

Well... its been long since i get to chat with Stephanie.

She sure has change a lot...

During the chat... she really did remind me of the old days...

I really miss having fun with her.

HAHA PLAYING WITH SHAWN'S SPECTS!

But... I suppose that I was the one who made her loose trust in me.

After all I had done.

How childish i was to be jealous and wadever...

Shes still one heavan of a buddy.

I just could not persuade myself to let go of a friend afterall.

Sweet dreams Steph...

WORKING TML!

2008-11-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna work tommorrow!

Wish me luck everyone!

Its my first time working... I hope I do well!
And I hope its not a big challenge even though I am working in a hospital.

GOSH! I am gonna work alone in a room!
Its gonna be boring...
Well... I just hope that I make new friends with the doctors and nurses there!
=) It should be fun...

I miss my friends...
Love you all lots...
Sweet but shatters like glass
Will friends last?

A Nightmare In My Dreams

2008-11-23T19:12:00.004+08:00

After a long week of camps...

I learn a lot about my life again...

During council camp... I thought it would have been fun despite having so many friends around and my buddy.
I still feel alone. I've tried to blend in more though. I still dislike some idiots.
I am still treated as a joke. So what if I learn new skills, like rollerblading? I must say... I regret attending the camp.

It is probably the right time to cut the relationship of friends at this point of time.

Few days later...
It was choir camp.
Even though i wasn't involved much with the practices.
I was still glad that the juniors I cared and loved for, gave me as much attention.
I really hope they have fun and learn more about themselves.

Actually... I really hoped that my god younger sister would join back the choir.
Well... It seems right that I gave up on her.
However......
I miss her calling me ah gor.
I miss her poking me.
I miss her untying my shoe laces on purpose.
Most of all... I miss her loving her god brother.

I still care... my little sister.

Await for a better morning!

2008-11-07T22:36:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone! Haven't been blogging this days again! I was too busy with O levels... and there was a slight problem with my computer too... which in the end made me reformat the whole computer! ROAR! Well so... MY FAVOURITE DOG DIED! I seriously don't feel sad, but I just miss him too much and I can still feel his presence around me, even when going out in the night for a walk. I miss those days walking him with my buddy or even alone. But well... whats gone, cannot come back anymore.

Next! Relationships are still a problem for me... But I can't blame the people for rejecting me before... I am just glad I can still cherish people around me... =) right? YOU YOU YOU YOU! YES YOU! STILL READING HUH? HAHA! Well... I finally get over HER! Finally i sense signals to give up! Very glad! But abit sad... But! I still treat her as my best friend. Even how cold or disgusting she might treat me in future... I must be happy to face it! Because I still have people I love around me, that I could share my care and enjoy my life of excitement!

Lastly! I can't wait for our outing! =) YOU KNOW WAD I AM TALKING ABOUT! SILLY! Bleah... dun bully me when I skate! But I am sure I am gonna be a pro when you teach me! =) Just remember to pull me up when I fall... Surprises coming ur way............... =) Waiting for the day!

BE TRUE TO ME...BECAUSE I HAVE A FRAGILE HEART THAT BREAKS LIKE GLASS

Why Did You Lit A Spark?

2008-09-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

If you haven't lit my heart... I wouldn't be having such feelings in my heart. Whats the use showing me a signal when you give a cold shoulder? I feel stupid... I hope this will all end soon. But I hope it dosen't end badly. Never should I even open up to you... I just end up feeling the same way like any other made me felt too. Hope you can reflect on what you really want. Because I don't want to get hurt anymore...

DAMM!!!

2008-09-07T15:59:00.005+08:00

CRAP! Yesterday morning, my hand was cut by a rusty metal stick connected to my dog's cage... I hope the rust dosen't enter my skin. OR ELSE!

-.- My buddy lost her handphone... See, we are the same, always losing stuff... Tsk! tsk! tsk! Hahas!

ROAR!!! During training, I trained too hard and now my nerves in my fingers hurts like ~!@#$%^&*

Thats for today! Wish my friends the best... =) Love ya...!

HARLO HARLO!!!

2008-09-03T18:50:00.003+08:00

HAHAS! I think I can cope with all the sadness already... No point thinking about the past huh? Right now... just cherish what I have...

Lets see!!! The month before last month, I have participated in a ART project known as SINGAPORE CREATS. COOL EH!!! My team and I were awarded a token of appreciation on our participation. I've got something new for my port follio!!! WOOHOOOO!!!

Oh MAN! Talking about ART! I fear that my O-level art piece would go out of point... I WISH THAT THE EXAMINER CAN SEE MY PAIN! Hope he appreciaite it.

Hahas! Talking about appreciation huh? I bet some idiotic friends do not have. Friendship has become more interesting as I grow older. People start to stab each other as they secretly despise each other... Dam I hope I am safe forever.

Well... I hope that I have a chance to gain more friends! Who would cherish me, my love, my skills and my knowledge. At the same time I would provide as much as I can.

Oh GREAT PRELIMS HAD STARTED! AND I AM IN A MESS!!! Need to push myself harder...

ONE LAST THING!!! I WISH MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME! Hahas! Since that day... I think there is only two person who appreciates my friendship. The rest? TWO HEADED SNAKES!!! GO AND FISHING DIE!!!

When I am gone...

2008-08-23T22:03:00.003+08:00

Well... Life for me... has gone simple... I thought simple was nice. But... I guess I was wrong? I miss the old days. Watching people around me. Feeling safe with my buddies. Wacthing out for my friend's back. All that "love" we might have shared. Why am I talking about such stuff in my blog? Its so lame... I guess dear diary won't want to have such sorrow inside her... BUT? Didn't I try to live on happily for the people I love? Well... This reason has sliped away I guess. But I wished I was the wind... One day when I am gone... I hope to be the wind, so when everytime you feel it... you know that I would be there... always with you.

Sayonara Munling

2008-06-25T22:22:00.006+08:00

There she goes... to heaven. I did not brought my hand phone to school! Thus, I did not know that Munling died at 2.30pm. Oh wells! Now I am really scared that I could lose Boy Boy. He is 12 this year, just 4 years younger then Munling, adding on to that, he is a mixed breed. And most of the time, mixed breed dies faster. Really fear that day would come...

Bad to Worst! But there are Sweet Stuff

2008-06-23T23:02:00.004+08:00

OK! My life is getting sucky! I think I have depression? Or maybe just too emotional? Oh well! Wadever! Receiving shocks through mid-year results, my parents and someone. Literately, I cried a lot? But its OK... I am recovering. I don't deny that I dislike some people! But... is it worth it to show them that I really hate them? I've heard from a friend, when she read my blog. She says someone else replied to my blog post. Even better! During holiday! It was art lesson almost half of the whole holiday. Yet, I tried to squeeze out time to hang out with my friends. The 2E2 gathering was super FUN! I am glad that this group could last so long! Unlike other classes! 2E2 rocks! YES! And there was this one person! I know, I am just a toy! I guess best friends don't always rock forever! I am such a loser right? I even spot people who talk bad about their friend, yet was as close as a brother. I wonder if he was doing something behind my back too... Yea! I just suspect! I just hope, they don't regret! But yea! My closest friends have been there for me sometime. Thanks a lot to Oriana and some others! If you are! You should know! Just wanted to mention Oriana! Hahas! She is also a bowler, studying in Singapore Sports School, 15 this year, with great skills and most of all, she is there for me... Well! I can't deny she gave me a lot of support! My bowling skills, sure are improving! And got more chances in knowing my team mates. (Felicia... Mandy... Brandon... Wei Xiang... And the the adult captain! She is very supporting too!) Love my friends... alot! I mean real friends. Oh yar! I am still feeling very sad that my buddy is going overseas after O-levels and might not be coming back. Crap! Really wish she would stay! Love her lots! As in buddy.

Trying my best...

2008-06-23T22:46:00.004+08:00

Last week! I tried tearing a silk oval ball, that was well constructed by a silk worm! My hand was all blunt up after trying to tear the silk ball. Even though it seemed impossible, I was 100% determined that I could do it. After 45mins, I finally tore it open.

We made it!

2008-05-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

Yay! My group's art piece might have a chance to be shown throughout Singapore! We have been chosen for the project before taking our mid years. And now we are chosen to go for a two day workshop to further develop our art piece.

However, my love for bowling was almost taken away from me. Too bad I am very persistent.

Well! Have been thinking for a few days. Its been abit better not having lame people around me. But oh well! Thanks to the lame people, my life is more enjoyable. And I am getting closed to other people around me! Yay! But well! Some people are hard to forget! Too bad! Because, they either give me a very bad or good impression, that allowed them to stay in my memory. Damm it! Ha ha! But it won't be for long anyway.

It is also sad to have friends that only get close to you, when they need you. But I forgive them. Some friends just don't bother if u die or not, so being friends with them, I feel like crap, but I would wish they cared more. Too bad! I am a weirdo. Only some people accept me. Hahas!

I am but a fool...

2008-05-08T19:07:00.002+08:00

Ha has! Very happy since Tuesday. Study, gift, dinner and a little walk down the road. Was glad to be there. Its was indeed quality time. AM I RIGHT? Indeed, there was a sensation in me wanting to hold h_ _ h_ _d, while walking back. OH WAD AM I SAYING! We are not EVEN...! OK, that was very random. However, I felt that I was assured with a life time friend rather then a best friend. That was what I wished for initially. Sorry that I insulted with the word stupid. Well, its ok for you to call me idiot. So we kinda equal here. LOLZ!

Well...

I cherish you for you are. Love Stess...

POKE YOU! BLURB HAHAHAH!
(Promise never to do that throughout my life)

No motivation

2008-05-01T14:15:00.002+08:00

I've certainly no motivation to care for someone. Probably in her own world now. Since she likes to use untrue facts to make up her own story? Why not let her go ahead? She dosen't cherish people anyway. Maybe I should treat as if I never knew her. Well! I don't want to be treated like rubbish and she thinks I treat her as rubbish too. Well, she likes to be a weirdo, so let it be. Best way to solve this, is to forget one another.

Adding to that! Please don't ever come to my blog to read anymore. It would be best. I have no regrets taking someone like you out from my life. To:her

Stupidity and regrets

2008-04-30T18:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I went out to have lunch after my mother tongue paper. Drop by school bus stop. Just hoping that my little sister(she thinks she is a EX) would come down to talk to me, if she really wanted. However, I was totally turned down. Whatever! Maybe when the day she rots with the pai kias, then she will understand why I want to pull her out? Having to see this, hurts my heart.

Oh wells.....

Just today! I waited for 4E1 to end their bio test. People were walking out, after being released. Steph walks out the room... Abit sad... However, we sms for awhile as i reach home. The last thing I expected, was her message showing this word, "present". Abit shock and was missing a few beats in my heart. Unbelievable! Lucky grand ma was at home, or else I would be jumping around in a hyper mode.

Sorrow

2008-04-23T23:03:00.005+08:00

Few days ago, I lost my little sister. I guess, I really did a bad job. I tried to hold back as much as I could. Even though sometimes I have to control the situation. Or it goes out of hand. Second thought, sometimes I... I really believe she had the power to control herself. Well, I think I failed in taking a step ahead. Thats why she obtain such a bad manner. I still love her alot. Want to let go? Or not? Its for her to decide i guess.

However... Today was council's 2nd investiture. I was glad to take it off, but it felt weird not having to wear it. I shed some tear, but there others who shed even more. Felt taking pictures with some people... even though not all... but well! I still got this bunch of monkeys with me. Hahas! I am kidding guys. There is this certain person that I really wish to take with, but it sure does hurts, having to control myself. But its best, I do not scare her right? Since she gave up bestfriendship (wad de hack am i typing?). Well, I guess she does not see me as the way I was in the past? If she gave me a hug now. I think my tears will drop silently. And my heart will stop for a minute. And the minute will change everything.

I also want to tell my sweet teachers! I love you! But i failed you... I will try my best. Everytime, when I fail, your voice made me cry inside. I fear that one day, it will just leak infront of you.

Shall stop here... Everlasting love... Forgotten...

Off your sterio while reading this post!

2008-04-18T20:42:00.003+08:00

Today morning was the worst morning I ever come across. My brain was like compressing and I felt that I was losing my brain cells every minute. However, I still manage to reach school and cope for 2hours of pain. But I had to take a nap. Thus I had to request for a early leave. After a nap at home, I went to have lunch and went back to school for choir. It was my last practice with everyone. Wasn't prepared for the emotions of some juniors. They cried after choir practice. I knew it was because of me. Adding to my sorrow, some of them started to send me messages, that burst out with heart filled feelings, that want me to stay, but at the same time knowing I will still end up leaving them. I love you guys alot. If you all feel depressed or anything and need a shoulder to cry on or a big hug, can always lend u one.

Touch

2008-04-16T21:31:00.005+08:00

Just two days ago, my choir tried to surprise me, wanting me to cry for them. Hahas! At start they brought me a big delicious cake and sang the birthday song. This is my first time celebrating with my choir. Kinda touch. Well they made me wait for 2hrs and brought me to a bridge. Played some prank on me. And i really hate the one when some idiot acted as Stephanie! Lame person. I was like, so lame, so obvious its not. But oh well, i was glad that they took the initiative and tried to give me some good memories before i officially leave choir. And yar! I cry loh. No one wants to believe me, they think i am faking. I also wish that you all mature faster, no more playing around, next year you all will be facing SYF! Juniors will become seniors, respect yourself alright! Hahas! Just yesterday, my buddy cried, made me so worried. She was like super sad suddenly. But oh well, its bcus of her friend's problem. I shall not interfere. But it breaks my heart to see you cry. Ever since sec4, ever since being a senior, ever since being friends with, its never been better. I look forward to my next education. I seriously wan to start a new. But I will never forget those who shed tears and sweat with me. I love you guys.

I leave only memories

2008-04-11T00:01:00.004+08:00

Special one

You leave me memories but never your love.
I leave only my memories behind for you to remember.
Therefore, my love is lost.
My regrets penetrate every inch of my soul.
If this is what you always wish,
a wish for me to take one step away from you.
I hope you will be happy,
if my reason is true.

Choir

I am leaving you all,
hope that you all will continue to sing happily.
Grow as one.
Those childish act of yours,
have to go away.
Having to stop my journey here,
its like I am oversea from my family.
I am glad to find my second home here.
Its never too late to tell you all,
I bless you all with my heart.

Should I say that I am happy? Or sad?

2008-03-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

Its two months from the start of school. I've felt the sadness of my life. Its not because of the coming O-levels, but is my relationship with people, just declined. Where are my friends when I need them? Even you know who, distrust me. What do I have to do? Give up on my other friend? No way? But why do I feel left out by ther rest of them? People who I feel uncomfortable with just get closer? Its not that all of them neglect me, some still stay beside me. I am glad to have you all. But we don't hang around with each other enough right? The day i found out that I got into Orchid Country Club Bowling Team, I was really glad, but seriouly no one to celebrate with. Should I just try for once neglect everyone around me and let you all feel the same feeling? But I know I am just going to hurt alot of people. But I know, its the only way to let my head cool down. I am a artist? stacy? sucker? noob? emo? What else do you want to name me? I judge myself happy for now. Just need abit of care from people I really loved. To my closest friends and god family, Sze Hui, Xiao Yuan, Cheerene, Gary, Jasmine, thanks for being there this year. SZE HUI!!! JIA YOU OH! RMB I ALWAYS BE THERE. Hahahas!

New bowling equiptments And A Present for Her.

2008-01-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

I am so happy!!! My dad got me a new bowling shoe and a addidas shoe bag. Oh my! And my country club's bowling team is having a selection!!! I hope that I can get into the team! Hmm.

The present that I bought for her, I still don't have the confidence to give it to her. Feel so pai sei!!!

Is there hope for Choir?

2008-01-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

Having to know that my choir instructors have left the CCA. My choir is being left alone to practice. Today's practice was a totall failure. I hope this choir still hold its hopes and dreams. Hope that after I leave, the Choir can still bloom with beautiful voices.

First day back in school

2008-01-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

First day back in school. I was so glad that I am incharge of a secondary one class. Its so going to be fun. Back to new classromms, where Ms Tay was being introduced to our family. She is a nice. young and beautiful teacher. Hope she can really help me up in my maths, since she is my maths teacher for the year.

The Start Of Something New

2008-01-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Its the start of a new year. Even though its a bad start for me. But I know that i can be even stronger. I can't wait to go back to school and chat with my buddies. Have to work hard this year. It O'levels, NO KIDDING! The battle has just started.

I am sorry my friend.

2007-12-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

To the dearest friend of my,
I am sorry if you thought i never cared about you. I always wanted to help you though. But someone took over my place. So i felt that you created a wall of ice between us. I didn't know that you really needed me at times. And about me lieing to you. I really can't remember. You must tell me. I don't really blame you for anything. No matter how cold you were once before, I still got over it. I've tried, and I am trying harder then before. I know I always tell others that it hurts to like that person, but I never ever gave up, because I know why I felt hurt. Its because I care alot. And when things turn out wrong between you and me, my heart really bleed. But to be true, sometimes when you hate the person that is close to me, I don't really understand why the reason you gave is so untrue. I cannot change your mind set, but I should tell you, you should try harder cherishing people who cherish you too. But if you did cherish the person now, I am happy to know that. Same like you, when I needed someone, it was always someone else and not the person that I wanted to be there for me. Maybe the whole thing was just a misunderstanding of our mind concept. I wish we can start a new. I wish to find the old self that you mention about. I wish I will be there for you even at our next life, because you are really important to me. Hope you felt something after reading this. I must say, I really felt that, I rather be hurt all my life, but to hold your warm hands for life.

StEsSiOn
Your Besty
Forever devol

BACK FROM MY 5 DAY CAMP!!!!

2007-12-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!
I just got back from the Malaysia Singapore leadership camp.
Its kinda fun at times, during the camp and its tiring at times too.
Well, I've gone through alot of obstacles throughout the camp.
And I found that I have higher confidence in myself.
Even before going for the camp. Having the many days of having dance practice for the camp.
I stepped out of my comfort zone and I just went ahead and learn the dance steps.
I was glad to met new friends, who really rock, because all of them are leaders.
And they are really knowledgeable. Some were sweet, cute, handsome and funky.
Yea! You can say that they are a bunch of best youngsters around Singapore and Malaysia.
Well there was something on my mind throughout the camp. I was still deciding on an answer
to my question... Oh wells!!! I miss my best friends alot... ROAR!!!!

Understanding Myself?

2007-11-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

Seeking

I am confused!
I can’t make a decision!
I need you to hint me!
I need an answer!
I am hurt deep inside!
I am happy in the outside!
I know you might not see it!
I don’t know how to let go!
I guess I couldn't I know its time!
I know it is painful!
I don’t know if it’s the right thing to do!
I know this will happen if it gets too close!
I wish I did not have to hide it anymore!
I wish that the one would say YES!
I wish I were there for a reason!
I wish you were here for the reason!

Feelings

When I think of love I think of roses and red hearts quiet walks and very soft, tranquil music. I envision a glorious sunrise a spectacular rainbow and stars brightly shining on a night.
But most of all, I envision you your eyes radiating warmth, joy and vibrance and the tender feelings in my heartfrom your friendly smile.

Reasons

I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.
Thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling.
Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead.
You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
I love you because you bring the best out of me.
Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat
Love is, what you mean to me and you mean everything.
You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.
You mean the world to me.

My First Choir Camp!

2007-11-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

Finally the day hass ended. I feel so tired this moment! Well! Its was fun, by the way, those who left choir, YOU ALL MISS OUT THE FUN!!! This camp really did strengthen the bonding and understanding of the members of my choir. Even though we had long hours of practice and rehersals, we still cope through the stress and work very hard to achieve a similar goal, that is to prepare for the next year. I've have tried to accept what I was weak in and accepted negative comments from people during the camp. But what I do, is for the best of everyone. I've seen how people step up to solve problems and have seen how people failed when they try to solve the problems, but making a decision in choosing which task to do, during the "Amazing Race", have let me learn that even if we choose the most obvious task that might be easier to get on with life, we might end up going the longer way instead, where as maybe taking a risk by making the wrong decision to choose another way that seems to be the worst idea, might lead to a better outcome. Even though it took me quite a while to make a decision whether to take the other task to complete the station. Thus, my group members gave me full support to take the other task. The task was actually a fast forward and a trick to test us. Its just simply eating chilly that didn't taste hot! But because we took a long time to try and complete the previous task that we choose, we came in as last position. I was glad that even though my team started grumbling, we were still able to finish the race. This camp really allows me to take along the valuable experience, as I am stepping down from choir next year, I do wish the juniors keep the standard that I have try to help improve and hope that they would improve on the choir standard even more then before.

Take Care My beloved CHOIR!

A Soul Of A Chorister

Ji Lang Ji Phua 一人一半

2007-11-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

On Tuesday, I join in the fun with my friends from 3E1, even though it was a gathering, I can't miss out the fun, I loved to hang out with them, they seem to be real friends through out my life, I do not mean there isn't other real friends, but I cried this night when I am going to write this things for you all to see. Well, I was glad to be there for their gathering. It was very fun and I learn a lot of new things when we were ice-skating.

Ms Munira was there, the teacher that earned my 100% respect. I was glad to see when I fall, people were there to help me up. I learn that I can do anything if I have confidence in myself. After skating and when dinner at Pizza Hut was over, my friends went to the arcade to play.

My best friend pulled me along to take Neo-Prints!!! At first I didn't want, but after she forced me in, I felt happy actually, inside me, I really wanted to take with them and it would be the second time in my whole life taking Neo-Prints and the first time in my whole life with my friends. I couldn't miss it, but I knew I was going to get a scolding from my parents for coming back late, but it seems worth it. I was happy, till I got on the bus home, even though my two friends were sitting behind me talking, I cried silently, as my hand phone went off batt while I tried to calm my mum on the phone. I didn't know what awaited me at home. Thus I got a scolding when I reach home and was not allowed to attend the chalet, on the following day. After all that, I wrote a long letter to explain myself, hoping for a positive reply. Next morning, my mum send me an e-mail, replied most of the things on my letter, but I was in relief when I saw that I was allowed to go for the chalet again. I got up, and went to meet my friends. If I had knew that Sze Hui was going to say that to me, I would have not come already. I rather not know the truth that she was going to leave so soon. By the way Sze Hui, if you are reading this, the song that is now playing in my blog, is actually for you. I cannot stay longer in the chalet with everyone and I am truly sorry. But I just want to say, I am very hurt and I am going to miss someone a lot. Just want to say. I LOVE YOU and you know of course its not couple kind, but its still very strong. Thank you for being there for me in the past and the hugs, which seriously are warm, and I can't stop my tears. Few minutes a go, I even found out that I might loose another little sister to the bad society, my heart is going to tear apart, I thought my life was getting more better, maybe I was wrong after all. Good bye.

So Poor Thing!

2007-11-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

LaLaLaLa! Last week till now is so full of excitement. Its so fun baking muffins. Guess what! I made Bake Rice TODAY!!!
B.E.A.U Beautiful! Ha! Ha! Hmm, but oh well I am down with flu again! Oh well someone's white object are being totally plucked! I told her it didn't hurt, but I was totally emerged will laughter after hearing that she say it hurt dam badly. Well! I did felt bad for her... Hey buddy! If you are seeing this too! Just to tell you, I am going to make some SUSHI for you!!! To make you feel better. And again SUSHI's are B.E.A.U Beautiful! Haha! I promise I won't make fun of you too much. I am going to be a good boy! Ha! Ha! Seriously OK! I going to take a nap now! SAYONARA!!!

OVEN FROM HEAVAN

2007-10-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

OVEN!

New Oven has ARRIVE!!!

TIME TO BAKE SOME TREATS

FOR MY BUDDIES!!! A little soft,

smooth and sweet treats will

brighten their day. Haha! I love

my best friends! And the one

that was always there for me.

I promise to bake something

for you. HE! HE!

Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat

2007-10-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hi! Yea YOU!

Come to update yourself about

me again huh!!!??? Oh well!

Exam have not been going well,

my marks sure are undergraded.

But through this exam period

I found that I can be really

hardworking when I am mentally

motivated. Well! Of course

MY ART!!! amusingly,

90% WOW!!! Thats like worth it!

I hope I am first for art this year.

I really wish to get the prize

again next year, to reward my

hardwork against my weakness.

(My eyes of course!!! If you

do not know I have colour

deficiency! Raaa!) Ok now

for the big twist! I think I have

full trust for someone already!

Cool right! But then about

relationship problems. Do I really

have to talk about it? But well!!!

Ok! ok! Did not really have for

personal time to talk with

"YOU KNOW WHO" Its either

she is busy, or I am super unlucky.

Yea yea! Tuesday! I wanted to go

her house. She say to bring my dog.

But I have some difficulties

with that. Even so, I message her,

but as per normal her reply is slow,

for some reason. Cannot blame

sometimes I am like that also.

But I had to take a chance. I rushed

to her house on a bus of course.

But as i reach Serangoon

Garden Circle, as I call her, she finally

pick up her phone. YES! DAM HAPPY!

But she say went to her grandma's house

already, straight away, my heart

strained, couldn't take a breath. WA!!!

I rushed down, but end up cannot

talk to her. Oh well! Ended up at

another friend's house. But seriously,

I wanted to talk about some important

stuff face to face. Oh dam! I almost

forgot!

The nights and wind, blows

across the near by wave, as men and

woman, spoke, friendship bonds was

strengthened, thus he was safe from

his loneliness through the kindness

of friendship.

StEsSiOn signs out...

Beats of a heart!

A forever friendship!

Thank GOD!

2007-09-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

2007-07-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

Excitement adding on with the

fear inside me, I still went on to

the Network Originality Competition

in China. One of the reasons that

made me participate was that my

teacher and principle strongly

encourages me to participate in this

competition. In this competition,

two professors accompanied us;

both of them were very enthusiastic,

it really influences me too.

There was also a primary school that

participated in this competition; it was

Nan Qiao Primary School, the students

were intelligent. Even though

my Chinese was weak and for the

whole week I have to use Chinese

to communicate with people,

I still manage to pull it off.

We have many discussions before

we have our competition. The day

before the competition, that night,

I was trying to understand and

memorize some of the points that I

have taken down during the discussion.

Again, it’s a real pain to me, but

I still have to do it, or else I let down

my teacher, the professors and even

my country. The day came and we

were all set to face the battle.

As I was there, I was so shock to

see that the standards of our

competition were really high.

Even by looking and hearing how

the primary school students in china

present their work, I was really going

to faint. My confidence went low and

I seem to doubt that we won’t win

anything. The secondary group’s turn

came, some of the videos that the

students presented, were very well

taken, so well that it seems like its

been taken by professional. My group

was one of the last to present our work.

We went up, with the pride our school

and country, we went on with our

competition. It was smooth and quick

and in no time, it ended. The judges

gave me support during my

competition and even clapped for me.

Some how, I began to have confidence

that we might eventually win something.

The evening pass by and we were back

to our hotel, to have some rest after a

long day. The results came; both teams

were awarded with first class honor. We

were all glad. The professor told me that,

we were the first team from our country

to receive an award from such competitions

host in China. Our hard work really paid

off in the competition. We then head home.

And well, I hope she is happy that I

recieve a prize. Can't wait to see her in

singapore.

Its nice when you are here!

2007-07-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went to her house after

school. We were like chit chatting

all the way. I was glad that she

allowed me to visit her. Its been

for awhile. I had a game of

Harry Potter Edition Chess,

with her and of course her

funny, hyper, cute, little brother.

We had loads of laughter. I even

took some photos with her. Wow!

Its the first time, I took a photo

with her alone, I felt so happy.

As I slack of on the couch with her.

I look at her. I really thought that

she was beautiful. No doubt, I still

love her. And if you(her) see this

post, I would like to tell you sincerely

I love you still.

ITS HERE!!!

2007-07-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

Its here, the concert it here, my choir

and I were all excited to get on that stage

to surprise everyone. That afternoon we

travelled to Anglo-Chinese school.

We were using that school's huge hall.

Mr Chen was literately screaming at

all the other ART CCAs. We went to rehearse

on how we were about to enter the stage

during the performance. As I stood on stage,

I saw her again!!! I was glad to see her,

she gave me extra confidence. We then had

our dinner, here comes the misfortune,

our president had order us to run for a few

minutes to warm ourselves up. Two members

start to feel unwell, one of them was crying.

After all that emotional obstacles, we went to

the room that we were ordered to rehearse in.

The guys change into their "manly" tuxedos

and the girls into their gowns. The time came,

we got up stage confidently, chest raised up,

our breathing constant. We were 100% ready.

Surprisingly, the audience really love it.

I was indeed glad to see that.

After that fun, tiring, stressful concert,

we pack our bags and change our clothes.

We then took all piano and mics to the truck

to sent them back school. Some of us got up

the school bus, back school. We then unload

all the things which belong to our choir

and have them placed back to the right place,

that they were found. We then head to the

famous RK House, to have supper. I just bought

soyabean curd and finish it on the spot. I ask

Jaimme to head home with me, on the way we

had a nice chat about hows are our life.

Its been awhile since we talk.

What a laugh!

2007-07-05T12:52:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow would be our first secondary

school concert. The different ART CCAs

were well prepared for it. As for choir,

we were fighting to master the song,

then fighting for our lives. With less

concentration on our body feeling tired,

we tried our best to pull through the

three hours of singing and standing.

At about two and a half hours pass away,

we were waiting for Mr Chen to come in,

to rehearse the songs. As we were getting

bored, Mr Goh came out of an idea to

make fun of Mr Chen. We decided to have

all the committee members to stay in

the choir room while the rest of the

members to assemble in the room next door

and act as if our choir strength today was

only that much and we were sure Mr Chen

was going to scold us for that, but we were

going to make fun of him secretly.

About fifteen-minutes pass, Mr Chen

finally came, we all, including Mr Goh tried

to look as depressed as possible. Mr Chen

decided to talk to us, while Mr Goh act as if

he was angry and walk out, but he was going

next door to prepare the big surprise for

Mr Chen. Mr Chen talk so seriously to us,

that I was going to burst out with laughter.

Then suddenly, there goes the door

slammed open, and the whole choir goes,

SURPRISE. We were all in laughter,

and our stomach were aching. Mr Chen

was totally shocked. When Mr Chen ask

who planned this, we all shouted, MR GOH!!!

Mr Chen replied, I am going to settle it

with him later. We then carried on

with practice. All tired after that and head

home to rest for tomorrow's big day.

Last Day in Qingdao and back to Singapore

2007-06-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Wow! Its seems like time passed so fast

when i didn't want it to. Its the last day

and we had to catch a plane back to

Guangzhou and to Singapore our HOME!

On the plane, as I slept, my mind was

still thinking about the last 9 days, the fun

and laughter I had with my new friends.

Even though they were all older then me,

but I was still treat like the same age

as them. We don't seem to have a age gap.

My five new friends were, Xiu Mei,

Shi Ting, Yan Zhang, Yu Da and Chong Xin.

I am really glad to know them. If not my

trip will be really boring. I love you all!

Shall our friendship last long enough,

till we die. But I would certainly want to be

friends with all of you in my next life.

And Xiu Mei and Shi Ting, I never forget

about my promise. Haha!

Day8 in Jinan and Weifang

2007-05-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today after 20 minutes of saying

good bye to my Shangdong classmates,

sadness kind of arose to my heart,

we then head to Weifang's kite museum.

I didn't really hear what the guide had

to say, as its was too soft, so i became

rather bored. Well! The woodblock

new Year prints were very creative

carvings that allows colours to be

printed easily on papers. It looks easy

to work with, but I am sure carving the

wood block is alot of work. End of the

day, we got back to

The Farringtong Hotel, which was a

luxurious 4 star hotel,

to have some rest.

Missing someone still!!

=(

Day7 in Jinan

2007-05-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

Oh No! Me and my partner came late

for class. Even though I woke up very

early, at about 5am, his dad was the

only one who woke up early.

His mom and him were still sleeping

soundly. Well, I went to the nearby

food street with his dad, to get some

breakfast for everyone. The food looks

nice and cheap, well they did taste great.

It seems that day by day, the way I

speak had start to change. Scary isn't it.

Well yesterday night, I kept on thinking

about Ms Shun, She was about to leave

our tour group to attend on another

assignment, I sure miss her alot.

Well! I kind of love her as a god mother.

During class, I tried my best to get

along more with my classmates. I began

to have more friends, but thinking that I

would be leaving their school tomorrow,

I would surely miss them. I hope I could

stay longer, even though alot of my friends

object to such an idea that was buried

deep in my heart. Anyway just want

to tell you guys. I love you all!

Signed off

With heart and soul.

My dreams will still be in your hearts.

Day6 in Jinan

2007-05-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

The sun raised, I was ready. Head down

to the hotel's restaurant, had my

watermelon breakfast. Got up the

bus and had myself thinking what

should I do and how should i be in

class today. My class partner seem to

still build a big wall around him, not

letting me communicate with him.

I was also at the same time, feeling glad

that I have made some other friends in

class. One of them brought me a packet

of ice-cream and a small packet of frozen

fruits. I was so happy! During english

lesson, the english teacher ask one of the

students to have a conversation with me.

I was so shocked when I heard him say

have you seen a P..E..N..I..S, but actually

he was trying to say panda. I was about

to faint infront of them. Two lessons

before school ended, me and my

classmates abd their partner went on a

talk about "ART". It was rather boring,

listerning to what the presenter had

to say. After the presentation a teacher

taught us how to make blessing charms.

It was interesting but really complicated

to make one. Well! My partner started

talking to me. So glad!!! Yay! Yay! Today

is also home-stay with my partner. he

brought me to his house, it looking small,

but i guess he was poor. I did not mind

anyway. His dad came home few minutes

later and we had a small chat, he told me

about China. We had a long chat and left

the house for dinner. We had our dinner

in a nice pleasent restaurant, the food was

delicious. We then got home after that,

but his dad wanted ti go out for awhile.

His mother came back later and I

introduced myself. Both of his parents

seemed to be very nice. Late night, his

dad came home, when I just finish

brushing my teeth. I took the gift that I

have prepared for them and gave it to

them, i sure hope they like it.

Day5 in Jinan

2007-05-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today, we left our hotel after breakfast.

As usual the breakfast that i had was not

very tasty, but I had to eat it anyway, or

else I would suffer from gastric. During

the period, where we travelled towards

the school, I felt very excited, at the

same time worried. This was beacause I

was going to give a presentation to the

class that I was assigned to. During the

lesson, I saw that the students here are

very attentive and enthusiastic in

answearing the teacher's questions.

unlike lesson's in Singapore, our lesson's

are noisy and some of the students can't

be bothered to study. Obviously,

studying here is better, but I think

I am most use to it in Singapore's

environment, because everything

written in the book in china, was in

chinese. Well coming to class, the

students were very nice to me. I was

actually glad to be assigned to this class.

Well! Right now, I am thinking how

should I break the ice wall between

my assigned partner. He is sick today,

I felt kind of worried when I was in class,

because he wasn't there. After a few

lessons, i was delighted to see my

partner coming into the class. I gave

a big smile and a little wave. i sure

hope that it would brighten up his day.

I can't wait to attend school tomorrow.

Day4 in Jinan

2007-05-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

Today, we travelled to Taian mountain.

As we set in the cable car, it was so steep

that it felt as we were going to fall off

anytime . Due to my fear of heights,

I felt afraid. Later on where we reach flat

ground, where its located near on top of

the mountain. we climb up the horrible

steps of hell, towards the top. Even though

my leg didn't hurt, it felt as if I was

dragging my feat. It was a wonderful

experience up there even though my leg

felt numb. The beautiful scenery, the

cooling wind blowing across my face,

it felt as if I was in heavan.

Day3 in Qufu

2007-05-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

Today we head to Qufu, to visit Confucius

Family Mansion, Temple and Family

Graveyard. I felt bored today, because I

have complete no interest in the subject.

Or i know is that Confucious thoughts

was that a person should answear a

person's question by looking at the

person's character and attitude. He would

teach his student, even he or she is a poor

kid, he should love the peace and

discourage war.

During night time, we had our dinner in

the hotel and head to a open theatre to

watch a song and dance about Confucius.

It was a beautiful performance even

though my eyes were blinded by the bright

lights. After that, we head back to our hotel

and took a rest.

Sob sob! Miss someone again. =(

Day2 In Jinan

2007-05-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

Wow I sure woke up early. At about 5am.

Had my breakfast in the hotel and me

and my friends were all set to visit the

school that we were going to have a

exchange programme with.

I felt so excited upond meeting the the

students there. We were then led by

the vice principle to their different

facilities in the school and even had a

mini soccer match with their soccer team.

Their soccer team has been winning

straight in a row for 12 years, they were

really good. Later on, we left the school,

to have our lunch and head to Baotu

Spring.

Unfortunately, this season, it didn't rain

enough, so the spring was not really

beautiful.

BUT! We went to a shopping street, that

was near the Spring. It was sure fun

having a shopping spree, my friends

choose 2 shirts for me, as i didn't have

any idea of what to buy.

After that we went to have our dinner

and got back to our hotel to have some

rest. Well day by day I seem to miss

someone more and more. Feels so sad

deep inside. Just hope she knew about it.

Shall end it here tonight.

Day1 Travelling towards Shangdong

2007-05-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today, we woke up early in the morning to

catch our flight to Guangzhou before

proceeding to Jinan, on another flight.

When we reach Guangzhou's airport,

we saw alot of lychees being sold in the

airport, my teacher told us that,

lychees are well known to be the best

product produce by them. The second

flight, which goes towards Jinan, reach

Jinan late at night. We got down the plane

and got up the coach which would also be

following us throughout the ten days. We

also met our guide, he was kind of nice

fellow. Arrived our hotel shortly and had a

good rest so that we could proceed to

other places tomorrow. Shall end here for

today.

I miss you guys!!!

My Best Friend the most ^^!

山东！！！

2007-05-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

来了！来了！要来了！

明天一大早就要搭飞机到山东了！

真的好舍不得我的亲爱得好朋友。

好好哦！可以离开家人，

到外国去，

自己独立，希望用着十天，

改过自新。训练自己。

山东！我来了！！！

Weeeee！

Ha！Ha！Ha！

又是一天

2007-05-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

今天，好迟才起床，

这是应为，

为了把她的画像完成，

今天凌晨四点才睡觉。

刷牙，吃早餐之后，

华文老师就打电话，通知我，

要我马上到学校去拿一些知料。

过后，回到家准备去打保龄球。

保龄球虽然是一个很难掌

握的运动项目，

我还是很喜欢玩，

可是有时打后，会觉得很累。

我一定会加油的！

顶绅 GO! GO! GO!

气死我了！

2007-05-18T17:09:00.000+08:00

今天，当我起床时，

发现肚子痛，我无法起来，

只好用力把自己的身体从床上

推下来，然后在站起来。

我突然发掘呼吸困难。

就这样忍着，到学校上课。

当我们在考体育时，

我的朋友把我为她而画

得画像抢了过去，

然后把它给大家看，

还喊顶绅说他爱。。。。。。

我当时真的好生气。

过后，还没到休息时间，

老师看到我脸青唇白就叫

我回家了。到家时，

觉得好闷，sms 给她，

问她我可以到他家去吗？

然后决定到 Macdonal，

等她的回应。到了四点，

她还是没回应，

我就决定不等了，

就这样回家了。

大家对不起

2007-05-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

大家好！我这几个月都很忙，

真是对不起！时间过得好快。

一转眼，考试就要过了。

这几天，我在想我为何对她，

还有感觉？想爱，

又不敢去爱。这种痛苦，

我却常常感到。

为何不能给我机会？

当她痛哭，但她哭，

我觉得辛苦。

当如果能和她过一辈子，

再辛苦都是值得的。

你可以骂我笨，骂我蠢，

但你的话，是不可能解开，

我对她的爱。可是，

我最大的愿望就是能够看

到她每天脸上都挎着开

心的笑容，那我就满足了。

今天就到这里，

大家有缘在见!!!

Day9 in Weifang and Qingdao

2007-01-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today, we got on the coach after having

our best breakfast, we ever had, in the

4 star hotel. We travelled to have a

beautiful view of Qingdao. We went to

a beer factory where we learn about the

history of the company and how the

beer is made and even had a taste of fresh

beer. Most of us were drunk after

consuming too much beer. We then

went to tour Signal Hill Park to have a

bird view of Qingdao, but climbing up

the strairs towards the tower was tough.

We also head down to a beach. I have

longed wished to go to a beach, finally

I could go. Listerning to the sea and the

wind really sooth my feelings. It was

the most relaxing day, during this trip

of 10 days.

Later on, we head to a shopping center

to have our last shopping done. Then,

head to Qingdao Porihwa Hotel, to have

our rest. This night was special, I

message my best friend and she replied

that she was in Japan. I was like shocked!

But I was glad to see her reply.

Really missed her too.

太好了！我有认识了一位好朋友！

2006-11-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

真是太好了！好不容易认识一位明年和我同班的朋友！名叫幸蔚！她好热心哦！！！真可惜她和我一样，眼睛有问题。好消息是，她和我一样也对绘画很感兴趣。我希望以后能和她作好朋友。

大家好！！！！好久不见了！！！

2006-11-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

大家好吗？已经几个月没在这里和你们分想我的生活了！假期开始了几个星期,在家里真的觉得很闷！我好怀念以前和一位最好的朋友一起谈天。希望她也很怀念。我记得，我答应她假期时一定会为她煮一道菜。只从她开始避开我，我的心也慢慢的收到了伤害。但在这几个星期时，她开始更我好好的聊几句。我感到好开心哦！！！

考试已经结束了！！！

2006-10-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

好好哦！！！考试终于结束了。我想到出去玩。多几个星期就是假期了，我可以和朋友们玩得痛快。想想一下，我不能整天出去玩。我需要文戏，明年是一个新的开始，我要加倍努力，考到我的Scholarship，这样一来，我就可以上NAFA Institution 了！！！

进入爱情的世界

2006-08-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

我已经进入爱情的世界了。
我爱的人，让我感到，
痛苦和悲伤。
这是一个开始，
还是一种幻想？
我希望她也能爱我。
未来，我想和她分想。

要回去学校了

2006-06-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sports Day

2006-05-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

好久没在这里和大家分想我的生活，你们好吗？今天是 Sports Day 全校都到 Serangoon Stadium 去。我好开心哦！！！
我等了五年半，终于拿到一个奖。

戏据比赛（决赛)

2006-05-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

明天，我和一般同学又要一起到 Ulu Pandang community center 去比赛。明天就是决赛了，我感到好兴奋哦！！！应为我也要帮忙表演了，应为我们的戏剧表演需要一多一些人来参与，应为不够时间去找人，老师就叫我演。希望我们可以拿到冠军，为我们学校争光。实勤中学 Go！Go！Go！

戏剧比赛

2006-04-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

今天，我和一般同学一起到 Ulu Pandang community center 去比赛，我真的很想要我的学校那到冠军。在比赛中，我看到两个故事，然我记得我以前小时候。其中一个演出是一位小女生因为眼睛看不到，就每次给朋友笑。这故事感动了我。我以前也是给朋友这样笑，因为我眼睛也有一点问题。

你知道我在等你吗？

2006-04-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你没有理由没有原因莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你从见到你的那一天起你知道我在等你吗?你如果真的在乎我又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过你知道我在等你吗?你如果真的在乎我又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你没有理由没有原因莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你从见到你的那一天起你知道我在等你吗?你如果真的在乎我又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过你知道我在等你吗?你如果真的在乎我又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你在黑夜里倾听你的声音你知道我在等你吗?你如果真的在乎我又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过你知道我在等你吗?你如果真的在乎我又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你在黑夜里倾听你的声音

PREFECT CAMP

2006-03-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

Prefect Camp Rox

歌唱团保龄球比赛！

2006-03-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

太好玩了！今天我和我的歌唱团一起去打保龄球！看我打得多么好。开玩笑二亿，哈哈哈！！！今天只是打到162的分数而以。可是这分数满靠近我以前打到的最高的分数哦！！！

我的可爱的新姐姐

2006-03-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

那这是我网络遇到的新姐姐。她可爱吗？能遇到他好好哦！！！她可以教我华语。她是个中国人哦！！！真可惜他不是新加坡人。她现在，在日本读书哦！！！我在这里祝她考试年年都考得很好。

情人节到了!!!

2006-02-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

大家好!你们到底送了礼物给你们最爱的亲人了吗？如果你们没有爱人，今天你们就不会比那些有爱人的人还开心了，这是应为你不会有人陪伴你过这个节日了。哈！哈！哈！但你还可以亲族朋友节，如果你没有爱人。这样一来，你还是有机会送礼物和艘礼物了！！！人间友爱，然我们过个开心的节日吧！！！

新年要来了哦！！！

2006-01-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

太好了，新年就快到了。我真的觉得好兴奋哦！！！这个下拜五，我就会和歌唱团一起表演了。我真的好开心又可以在一下和歌唱团表演。昨天我帮元馨找她的戒子，在半路时她一直说我不忍你做哥哥了，可是在我心里，我一直对自己说我一定找得到的。终于当我在寻找着时就突然看到一个圆圈一直在发亮。这是我就走向前把它拿起来。哦！！！竟然是元馨在找她的戒指。我心里好开心哦！！！然后就把那戒指换回给元馨了。能够找回那个戒指，告诉了我，如果我全新全力的去做一件事，我是一定可以做得到的。

请你不要哭了。

2006-01-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

雪莉你为设么又哭了！做你的朋友，我可真的感觉的很难过，我难过为设么我没勇气去安慰你，也难过的是为设么你又哭了。记得无论发生了设么事，我会永远支持你的，和当你伤心的时候，我有空的时候，就好像现在，我会找机会去安慰你的！

又是新的一年了！！！

2006-01-02T21:30:00.000+08:00

好久没在这里和大家分想我的生活。我好想念我的朋友哦！！！。我也好想念我的几个和我很好的老师们。尤其是介绍我用这个blog的老师，她就是 MDM TAN，我的华文老师。经年是新的一年，我想好用经年的时间好好的去利用它。好了大家再见，我们后会有期。

歌唱团又出现了

2005-11-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

大家看着哩！！！！

今天半晚是我和歌唱团第一次在一个俱乐部呈现圣诞颂歌的演出。我们的心情虽然紧张，可也非常兴奋。我们每个开怀的唱，放声的唱，结果迎来了不少的掌声。但曲仲人散后，我们便一起到小贩中心吃夜宵。这是我人生中居难忘的一夜。

好玩的一天

2005-11-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

这是我歌唱团里的加人们。这张照片是上个礼拜无所拍下来的照片。我们那天都据在一起来庆祝。当晚好开心哦！！！我们玩到十点才回家，我叫爸爸送一些朋友们回家先，然后在家。

画画作品

2005-11-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

这是昨天画的

我这是前几个星期前画的
好看吗？可是用半天的时间把第一个图画画出来的哦，可是地二幅画我只是用一个多半小时把它画成的哦！！！

歌唱团最精彩的表演

2005-10-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

我的歌唱团歌唱团的共同体
 今天是白丝带节，我校的歌唱团表演了。我们表演了三首歌，第一首是，“Do na no bis”, 第二首是，“Build me a world”，最后一首是，我们唱的最好听的一首歌，“When you believe”。听到一些朋友说我们现在唱得好，我觉得好好哦！！！经天我好开心能够在着节日表演。在准备的那几天，真的有点辛苦，但我们还是克服了那困难。当大家同心协力，真的可以带来非凡的事例。

考试终于完毕了！！！

2005-10-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

好开心哦！！！考试终于完了。我终于可以玩了。但经天，我妈妈对我说，“你不可以去chalet！”这事我好不开心，很想要把妈妈杀死。然后把她吃了。我好想哭。

经天我和朋友们一起把地上画的好美哦！！！

2005-09-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

经天我和朋友在艺术可是把学校的一个部分，画得很美哦！！！我也在这时感到很开心和兴奋。这可是我第一次在地上画画。

我好想！！！

2005-09-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

我这几天真的觉得很累。经天还要唱歌。回到家都那么晚了。我快要累死了，可惜没人知道。我好想跳楼自杀，死了算了。这样一来设么也不必去想了。

哦!!!今天是我的婆婆的生日

2005-09-11T20:21:00.000+08:00

哦！！！今天我和我的家人们到了一个餐馆吃晚餐，也是因为要去庆祝我的婆婆的生日。哪里的食物真好吃。可是，价钱很高哦。食物很少，所以我只好多吃几碗饭，来填饱自己的肚子。然后吃完饭后，我们就吃蛋糕。那个蛋糕满好吃的。当然因为不够时间帮婆婆买生日礼物，所以我只好和姐姐和哥哥一起出买蛋糕的钱。

父亲的希望

2005-09-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

在我十岁那年，父亲常常希望我和个个都会和父亲一样喜欢唱歌。哥哥到了中学时突然也爱上了唱歌。
三年来，在我的成长的过程，每天都会听到哥哥在念习歌唱。慢慢来我也爱上了歌唱。哥哥在这三年来唱的每一首歌，到了现在，我都还有一点映像。
所以现在我在学校里加入了歌唱团。现在我还是歌唱团里的会员，我专门管理歌唱团的男生。
我也是才在八岁那年，当我在唱karaok时，爸爸突然走过来骄傲的说着，“儿子，你不知道爸爸一前是在1983年的斗歌京艺比赛抢下了第四名“。当时，我是真的不敢相信。可是我真的觉得很骄傲，原来自己的父亲成进拿过奖。
我在那三年真的学到了很多东西。我也真的不后悔可以学歌唱。

今天我和爸爸出去玩了

2005-09-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

今天爸爸特地请假来培我一天。早上爸爸先把家务做完。然后就差不多到了十一点，我和爸爸就到了后港去玩保龄球。到了那里，保龄球店竟然关了。因为这样，爸爸只好叫我去打电脑游戏了。然后妈妈也请了半天假。妈妈到了后港来接我们去吃午餐。然后因为每打保龄球，妈妈和爸爸就带我去了被的地方去打。然后打完了，我提出要看电影。爸妈就带了我到J8去看电影。回想着那几个小时，我真的觉得我好开心哦！！！很想有一个美满的好家庭。

好想念以前

2005-08-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

好想念以前哦！！！！

学生：老师我们该这么画呢？？？

老师：就是这样画的。来看好了！！！

姐姐你好重哦！！！！

2005-08-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

我想把我在韩国的那几分想天个大家门。
在韩国的那几天。我和我的家人们在韩国
第一天时，我们到了游乐园去玩。然后
我们在第二天吃了那里的美食。第三天，
我们学这么滑雪。滑雪真的很好玩。然后
也到了韩国的动物园。看好多怪动物。
原来它们都是被参在一起变成一个新的
动物。然后就到了最后一天，我们吃了在
韩国的最后一餐，就回新加坡了. 到了新加
坡我感到好开心，终于可以回到之际的国家
了。

从今天。。。。

2005-08-23T20:19:00.000+08:00

从今天如果我虽以吗你们，请被太怪我。我最竟会有一点心情不好。看到我时，你们最好不要接境我。心情不好也是你们一些朋友照成的，所以我吗你们时不要太介意哦!!!!!!!!!!! 好我不再多说了，再见。祖我的朋友们都每天开心和信服愉快。

今天我家又吵架了

2005-08-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

今天早上，我本来是决定和一些朋友一起出去打羽毛球的。可是我姐姐，突然和我妈吵架。我妈又应为心情不好，不让我去了。在我心里突然很恨我的妈。可是晚上时好多人安慰我。在那时我好开心，原来他们才是我最好的朋友。

今天有人不开心了

2005-08-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

今天雪莉突然哭了起来，不知为使么我问雪莉发生了设么事时，她突然吗我，叫我不要管她。这时，我不知为使么她会对我那么凶。看到她那么伤心，我决定先不和她说话先，让她冷静先再和她说话。看到朋友那么不开心，我自己也心情不好。雪莉生气后，心情就好了许多。看到雪莉还是有一点伤心，也有一点开心，我也很开心看到她开心了。

国庆日的前一天

2005-08-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

明天就是我国的生日了，在学校里看到每个同学都很兴奋。今天，我的学校举办了国庆日庆祝会。　我在庆祝会，也有表演。先我是和一般很会跳舞的同学，一起表演。然后就会和我的歌唱团一起表演。在那两个节目，我都是会用歌声来表演。可以为学校表演，我觉得好开心。

PrEfEcT

2005-07-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

好开心哦！！！能够当上prefect真的好好哦！！！今天第一次on duty。虽然当prefect有点不好，因为很多人都会恨你。可是我不会为了那么一小事，不干了。这几天好多事发生了。一些事虽然跟我没关系，可是我还是想要帮忙一下。健威，我也搞不懂，为使么他会突然。。。对不起不能说。可是想来想去，也想不出原应。想到头脑都要爆了。